Ok so a lot has happened since I posted my last blog, 1 I have changed Acti uplines, I wasn’t getting any support from my previous online and felt lost and abandoned, my new upline is amazing and so is the rest of my new team mates.
And change number 2 is that I have exposed my dad as a child molester!!!! This is by far the biggest change of all, why? Because it has alienated me from my family…I have not heard off my mother to ask how I am managing with everything…only a few comments on my boyfriend pictures of our kids…saying how much she misses the kids, again nothing about missing me.
The lack of consideration for me and my well being had hurt me a lot more than anything else, I try not crying at night but it is so hard…I’m finding it hard to adjust to the way things are now..I often find myself starting to text my mam only to remember that she won’t reply to me at all.