So today I took my daughter to church today for the first time in a long while, it felt good, I don’t push my religion onto anyone but it felt good to be back worshipping again.
Really looking forward to the next sermon next Sunday, I may in time look into getting baptised.
OMG I am so beeping excited peeps, at long last things are starting to look up for myself and my family, I have rediscovered my passion for Acti-labs so I am going to be continuing with that, and also I am going to be sending off for my provisional driving licence today so I have finally 1 got some photo ID and 2 I can start learning to drive.
I will also start blogging more regular than I have been because life has been tough for me emotionally with 2 young kids etc, I will be posting make up pics, some yummy healthy recipes, slow cooker meals and anything else that make me happy and feels like a personal achievement for myself.
No more holding myself back from achieving my dreams and changing my life, I can and I will make it happen and I will be taking my kids on holiday next year and regularly once I pass my driving test.
I will also be starting to learn Welsh online, as once my son is in School I am hoping to start working and help bring some money into the household, don’t panic though I will be continuing with Acti as that is my passion and I will not be giving it up anytime soon.
I am really looking forward to be rejoining Slimming World on Monday, because I am finally determined to shift this weight I have already started drinking more water which has helped loads, I have had a blip the last couple of days eating sweets and drinking fizzy drinks, but that’s ok I know I will have blips but I am no longer going to think of myself as a failure for having these blips and end up giving up on my weight loss journey, I really hope that the new Slimming World group leader will be less self centred and actually be willing to help and support me with my weight loss.
I will also be starting tot walk regularly with the kids starting on Monday as well, because what good is eating healthy if you don’t exercise along with it?
Ok so a lot has happened since I posted my last blog, 1 I have changed Acti uplines, I wasn’t getting any support from my previous online and felt lost and abandoned, my new upline is amazing and so is the rest of my new team mates.
And change number 2 is that I have exposed my dad as a child molester!!!! This is by far the biggest change of all, why? Because it has alienated me from my family…I have not heard off my mother to ask how I am managing with everything…only a few comments on my boyfriend pictures of our kids…saying how much she misses the kids, again nothing about missing me.
The lack of consideration for me and my well being had hurt me a lot more than anything else, I try not crying at night but it is so hard…I’m finding it hard to adjust to the way things are now..I often find myself starting to text my mam only to remember that she won’t reply to me at all.
Ok so I have been quiet the last few weeks but with good reason my son hasn’t been well and has only recently came home from hospital, anyway and I’m slowly adjusting to bring home and getting back into a homely routine.
So I’m going to start posting again as it has been long enough xx
Omg I am so very happy, I am now officially an accredited slimbassador for Actilabs, this means that I am now able to help people on their weight loss journey.
My next target is to become a fully accredited skin care specialist, that’s done on my back office on my Acti website so I am going to be getting on with that tomorrow evening.
OMG all I can say is that I am 100% proud of myself 🙂 I have just completed my training to become a fully accredited Actilabs ambassador 🙂 I am going to print out my certificate when I receive it and frame it and keep it where I can see it everyday as a daily reminder of what it is that I have actually achieved 🙂
Ok so my 7 day Acti shred didn’t quite go according to plan but having said that it wasn’t as disastrous as it could have been, so I am back on it, joined Slimming World and I have also started doing 15 minute workouts in the evenings when the kids are sleeping.
I have bought an Acti kit of a friend who is no longer doing the business so I have bulked up my own kit quite a bit which I am crazy excited about 🙂
I am going to still so a 7 day Acti shred every month and I can not wait to start loosing weight, I will log every meal and workout completed on My Fitness Pal app and keep track of my weight loss that way and keep monitoring it for any bad habits that I begin falling back into.
I have done really good this week but I need to start having breakfast every day, I am determined to loose this weight and I am excited about this journey that I have now undertaken.